BF MISSION: get those milk back!!

Im on a mission. nak start pam semula and nak banyakkan semula bm so that afiq can enjoy his night time with my milk. this morning 6.15-6.30 expressing milk- 2 oz.. ( sebab afiq tak nenen this morning. he's at opah's house so byk la sikit hihi) then 10 am - 1 oz. this afternooon.. nak express milk lagi. then sebelum balik.. kalau sempat. sekali lagi.
today..been browsing the online store for this jamu (this picture). if i want to buy this have to wait until end of this month when dah gaji. my money dah almost finish spending on cd for afiq.
eeee.. have to stop this madness. got to stop buying cd. then for next month i'm targeting to buy waterproof bed pad from bumble bee at little whiz. they are having sale on that item only RM28.90 from RM47.00. how much less is that. must grab one. but have to wait. wait until next week 26th baru gaji kuar. for now have to be patience. patience and patience.
then next month also have to control myself not to buy more cd. u know what last friday went to putrajaya and buy another 4 cd. but only 2 i kept another 2 give to ke'no. i dono whether my mission to produce more milk will succeed or not. oo my target would be get back those 6oz yg i dah pernah achieve dulu. that was per day huh. target has to be realistic so bila achieve boleh target for more. ummm bila la nak start mission save 1000 per month pulak. uuuu.. have to study saving money more. and must commit to this mission 1st!