betulkahhh

i look fat. betulkah? i look heavy.. my darling said. how to lose weight? so lazy doing doing exercise. i even drink dietmate. but tak jalan gak. tak konsisten. how to get my lass butt up to exercise nih.
my period came late this month. but then i dont even know when is the right date that i shud get it. last month it was 13th but so to said i was miscarriage again and the period dah melebih 2 minggu.. seminggu pertama agaknya bermula keguguran kebocoran then the second week baru gugur sepenuhnya setelah aku mengerjakan diri aku sendiri ngan bermain netball.. sampai terasa seketul kuar darah like isi ikan putih dan pada rupa bentuk isi itu mcm janin merengkot. poor baby. tak tahan dok dlm perut mama ye.
then sekarang 22nd december~ 3rd anniversary.. period la pulak. ala2 mcm mlm weding dulu pulak.hahaha. nasib baik darling mempunyai kesabaran yg jitu. and tak kisah hal2 gitu. he said he did not married me for sex. he married me kerana allah.. alhamdulillah. harap berkat hingga ke akhirnye.
now pening la pulak. tade mood nak buat keje. malas punye pasal. malasssssnyee